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[17 Apr 2004|11:45am] |
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so i have decided that this guy that likes me and i thought i was going to fall for him again..should just go out with chrystie.its a gut feeling that i have and those feelings i get are normally all right. and i dont care what he says back and i dont care if she doesnt like him..i dont know honestly..
All Right.I Just Found Out Im Not A Full Italian. IM POLISH...(white)RUSSIAN..AND ITALIAN!! no wonder i dont look too italian.
welp here is the deal.i didnt hear from steph yet and if i dont soon im...Chillen Out-Maxin-Relaxin all cool with beautiful chelle.
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| Im not the kind of girl who gives up just like that |
[12 Apr 2004|09:15pm] |
Everygirl wants you to be her man..but i'll wait right here 'till its my turn..
I miss everyone so much and i cant wait 'till everyone comes HOME!!!
Ohhh i got a cute skirt and shirt today-along with two headbands and two fun rings...
i dont have much to say...call my cell-u-lar if you want to talk because i really would like to talk to you!
love
-------->lauren
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[09 Apr 2004|11:25pm] |
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SPRING BREAK YO'
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[02 Apr 2004|11:34am] |
If you could step
into my head, tell
Me would you still know me
If you woke up in my bed,
Tell me then would you hold me
Or would you simply let it lie,
Leaving me to wonder why
I can’t get you out of this head
I call mine
And I will say
Oh no I can’t let you go,
Because you’re holding up my world,
So I need you
Your imitation of my walk
And the perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million things
That I love about you
So I need you
And if I jumped off the Brooklyn Bridge,
Tell me would you still follow me
And if I made you mad today,
Tell me would you love me tomorrow?
Please
Or would you say that you don’t care,
And then leave me standing here
Like the fool who is drowning in dispair
And screamin’
Oh no I can’t let you go,
Because you’re holding up my world,
So I need you
Your imitation of my walk
And the perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you
So I need you
I’m on my own
Oh no I can’t let you go,
Because you’re holding up my world,
So I need you
Your imitation of my walk
And the perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million things
That I love about you
So I need you
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[02 Apr 2004|11:32am] |
She said life's a lot to think about sometimes
When you're living in between the lines
And all the stars they sparkle and shine everyday
He said life's so hard to move in sometimes
When it feels like I'm towin' the line
And no one even cares to ask me why I feel this way
I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, the same road that I am on
He said life's a lot to think about sometimes
When you keep it all between the lines
Of everything I want and I want to find, one of these days
What you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong
Now you just keep drivin' tryin' to find out where you belong
I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, that same road that I am on
What you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong
Now you just keep drivin' tryin' to find out where you belong
I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, that same road that I am on
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| QUESTION! |
[29 Mar 2004|11:55am] |
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Would i look good with green eyes?
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| Go ahead.make my day. |
[29 Mar 2004|11:45am] |
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I got an hour of sleep last night.
I feel very sick to my stomach..you know when you get all those symptoms of being nervous-well im not nervous i just feel like complete crap
I want to go home.but im not allowed to leave school but i feel like dying.
TODAY is just not my day..but hopefull im allowed to do what i want on our half day tomorrow other than my dentist appt. plus NO drivers training tomorrow. but i have it today..oh well big mac always brightens my day..gotta love her
MOLLY you made me feel so much better last night and today-i just love you-
we have the spanish speaking part of our test next hour-i will probably just try and speak it but like cry//i seriously feel like there is something dangerously wrong in my stomach that could like explode and it would kill me..i know that would brighten over half the schools day cause no one likes me around here as it is..
what are ya gonna do ya know...
im losing weight.but not on purpose its just dissappearing and i still eat like mad....
alright..im DONE i need to be happy now..
alright happy mode..yes!!!!!!!!
-laur
i really like when people try to bother you but it doesnt work..they like check around to see if your looking to see the expression on your face but when you dont even care and they realize it..their facial expression is even better and plus they dont get the satisfaction like they wanted....
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| Would you Please? |
[28 Mar 2004|07:28pm] |
1. Lauren and i are ________.
2. Lauren is _________.
3. Lauren isn't ________.
4. Lauren makes me feel ________.
5. one thing that i like about Lauren is ________.
6. if i could change one thing about Lauren , i would ________.
7. Lauren should ________.
8. if Lauren were a color, she would be ________.
9. if Lauren were an animal, she would be ________.
10. if Lauren were a candy, she would be ________.
11. if Lauren were a song, she would be ________.
12. i dislike it when Lauren ________.
13. if i could be with Lauren right now, i would ________.
14. if i could give Lauren one thing, it would be ________.
15. sometimes, when i think of Lauren , i ________.
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[28 Mar 2004|06:43pm] |
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i found some of my cali picks and check the icon i made of one of them......
im hyped.
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| i have come the conlusion... |
[28 Mar 2004|06:16pm] |
Alright i can not be tied down-im not that kind of person! im always having energy..i flirt like mad ... i always think people are hot and have urges to do stuff with them(even though i dont i think it)..
its highschool..we arent getting married anytime after this isnt where we find our "soul mateS" and for those of you who have great relationships-props to ya//thats awesome but im here to have fun and party and do what i feel..seriously i realized how much more fun that is then having one person..
yes im sure some of you think its just as exciting to have one person to be with but i like just hanging out with everyone and well im just not that kind of person but im not a slut.
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| .its not wrong.but its not right. |
[28 Mar 2004|06:01pm] |
Wanting you
Looking deeply into your seductive brown eyes
Visions of us together my only paradise
Your arms wrapped around me so tight
Would be the perfect moment nothing short of just right
Your body's gentle caress upon mine
That sexy little smile when you look at me
No other guy can compare I want you to see
Wanting you to be all mine in every way
Your the only one in my thoughts every day
It would be my fantasy my dream come true
The day I can say I have you
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[28 Mar 2004|01:01pm] |
I dont get why girls annoy me so much..they have so many petty problems..and i yes i know im a girl i just think im more down to earth then others who always care about every single thing..just let it go-PLEASE-SHIT HAPPENS.understand that.
thats all.
im sick of this and only like two people know what im talking about..but thats alright its just my thoughts here.
-you want what you dont have and then you have what you wanted and you dont want it anymore-
call me today.im going out with the padre..
i love you
lauren
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| .i.still.want.you...but.not.like.this. |
[27 Mar 2004|05:09pm] |
so Big Mac(alex) came over yesterday and we went bowling and stuff..much fun holy crap she is just about the most mature freshmen i know and so what there is over a year age difference..that doesnt mean jack-when she just is really down to earth and so much fun..thank you for the night and quite normal drive this morning..love you babes...
so i drove this morning and did alright.but not as GREAT as alex.but i did get the highest grade thing on my purple card.it was nice and i stopped and got my dads hair cut(have you ever been to an actual barbershop-they get strange and talk about anything the please in them.eh).stopped and grandmas and drove around her house and yeah i enjoyed it and we stopped to get my dads watch sized and i found a ring i really enjoyed it.its simple but caught my eye and he bought it for me...and we looked at cars and im more than likely getting a 2003 ford focus.my dad thinks it would be a good first car and hey i cant complain..its a nice car and hey its a car.
stephs on her way over and we are getting our nails filled and possibly going tanning....i love her and cant wait to chill with her...
.i want to hang out with joey-we havent in forever.
are you looking for answers to questions under the stars
.lauren.
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[27 Mar 2004|05:05pm] |
I kind of enjoy just having a few people read it because basically you guys are the only people i can really trust.let me tell you. and having a lot of people on your friends list is quite pointless-what do your entries do for anyone who truly dont know you-thats right they dont do any good except you know your friends enjoy reading them//well i enjoy reading my friends entries and i decided i would pick my closest friends and i narrowed it down to you four...gosh i love you guys and thanks so much for being there for me..
i would appreciate if this journal of mine didnt make it out to the eyes of closed minded freaks who think they are cool and really arent.
thanks again..i love you
-lauren:laur:taco:laurenzo:loui:....check it.heh
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[27 Mar 2004|10:34am] |
My journal only for special friends so i cant talk about what i please..si?
love you all
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